Refreshed...

I had a great weekend! It was indeed a good getaway for me... from the stress at work, from things that were on my mind...

For that few days... I have left all things at home... and thoroughly enjoyed myself!!! Eat... play... watch DVD... sleep... haha! What a life!!!!

This morning, I woke up at 7am and went for a morning swim, something I have not been doing for quite some time. =P

"Hyper mut is back!" is what my friend said when I suggested a few places to go for activities and places to eat...

Am I really back? No... not 100%, but... I'm trying. =P

Does the past still bother me? Honestly... yes. But... I've learnt to let go bit by bit... it's not easy... but I have to and I will.

Some things are meant to treasure, some memories are meant to keep... but some things are meant to let go and be erased. =)

Relax...

For the very 1st time in many many months... I was relieved. Somehow... something in my heart was lifted.

I've never felt so so so relaxed... at least not for the past few months! =P

Awww.... juz wanted to laze around... like this guy...

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Mixed Feelings

It's the month of February... It's my birthday! =P

But... I have mixed feelings... I guess I wasn't as excited as I should be for my birthday... many things keep running on my mind... some things in the past... some things in the future... which I'm worried about.

Many things happened in the past months... Some things which I thought was hard for me to let go... I have let go. There are things which I thought would never have bothered me... is filling up my mind now.

I know many of my friends are worried for me.. and I thank all of you for your love and support.

Before I start my work on a Monday... I juz thought I wanna blog here... if any of you reading this... pls... pls... just give me time... how long? I don't know... just be patient.

Happy "Moo" Year!!!

Moo Moo Moo... hahaha...

This year's Chinese New Year is kinda wet... cuz normally during this time of the year, the weather would be hot, but this time around, it's raining almost every night!

The cool breeze is juz superb... I'm not complaining of the rain tho.. haha... But, it's juz worrying that the climate is changing...

So, what's the fuss about Chinese New Year? "Ang Pow", food, visitation, meeting up relatives and friends, play, watch TV... u just name it! hahaha...

I had a very good rest during this time, a well deserved one.. since I was working really hard for the few weeks prior to this holiday season... all the late nights... =P

Nothing much to blog about... or rather I am just lazy... (still holiday mood la.. ) hahaha... there's quite some photos supposed to be uploaded.. but, I'm juz lazy... *grin*

Till I blog again!

I missed her...

I woke up about 630am this morning... to realise that it was a dream.

For the first time in 2 years... I dreamt of her. I missed her... I missed her smile, her cheekiness, her everything.

Many times... I wished I had spent more time with her... but, I know I didn't do enough. It's already too late now. And this always has been something in my heart which I know I would never be able to fulfil.

Sitting there... my tears just can't stop flowing... I missed you... and I will always love you.