You've changed.

'You've changed... alot. You're no longer the person I used to know. Your attitude towards people, even towards God have changed.'

'You laugh, you smile, you joke... But, deep down, the joy in you is no longer there.'

When my friends made those remarks, I didn't deny. There's something missing in me.

I need to go to the LOST & FOUND department to find it. =P

I MISS YOU

When you're happy, who do you want to share that joy with?

When you're sad, who do you go to for comfort?

When you're discouraged, who do you go to for encouragement?

When you dunno what to do... who do you go to for advice?

When you need someone to talk to, who do you go to?

When you wanna go out and play, who do you want to go out with?

When the whole world turned their back on you, who would stick with you?

When you wake up on a beautiful morning, who comes into your mind?


All the questions above made me think... It's something I have put aside for a long time... long enough to make me realise... I MISS YOU.

We haven't been talking for a LONG LONG time... and this is the longest SILENCE I've ever recalled. I've always wanted to talk to you... but I didn't do it. I'm AFRAID. I'm afraid that if I do, I will FALL again.

But I know... however I tell myself or the world that it DOESN'T MATTER... but I KNOW... deep down in my heart... I MISS YOU. I STILL MISSES YOU.

A LOT.

I Believe...

I Believe...
That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe...
That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I Believe...
That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe...
That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I Believe...
That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I Believe...
That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I Believe..
That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I Believe...
That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I Believe...
That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I Believe...
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe...
That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I Believe...
That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I Believe...
That my best friend and I, can do anything, or nothing and have the best time.

I Believe...
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I Believe...
That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I Believe...
That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I Believe...
That it isn't always enough, to be forgiven by others. sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe..
That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe...
That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but, we are responsible for who we become.

I Believe...
That you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life Forever.

I Believe...
Two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I Believe...
That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

I Believe...
That even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.

I Believe...
That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I Believe...
That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

'The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything.'

Finally.. it Rained...

Finally... I can hear the rain drops and the cool breeze blowing outside... it's been such bad weather for the past 1-2 weeks... finally, I can breathe some cool & fresh air... hehehe...

The weather outside is cool but my body is hot... hmmm... feels like I'm falling sick soon! Haha...

Had quite a bad tummy ache on Saturday early morning, didn't manage to zzz well. Then 6am have to wake up to go church early to help out in a church friend's wedding ceremony.

The whole saturday was very tiring indeed, with the running around due to the wedding ceremony and the dinner, add on with me not feeling well... it's kinda 'damaging' to my body la.. haha...

So, today, I spent the whole day at home... to re-charge battery.. haha...

Have some photos take for the wedding of my friend... will post it up on my photo album soon.. hehe...

Till then... nites...

Gotta get back to bed... my headache is really 'killing me'... haha...

Too many blogs pending... New Hairstyle!

I realised I have not been blogging as frequently as I used to... thanks again to the packed schedule I have. Haha...

Anyways... if u wanna know about wat has been happening? Just check out my photo albums at http://picasaweb.google.com/jordan222! I might not have ALL the events in my life captured on camera... but... the photos there are more than enough to keep you busy...

Oh ya... I got myself a new haircut... here u go!!! I love this new hairstyle of mine... it's short and it fits my character more... my dear sis sasa who gave me the inspiration to cut my hair short. Thanks sasa! hehe...