Here I Am

'Here I Am', was the title of last Sunday's sermon, which I've missed cuz went for a getaway at Taiping with friends(will blog about it when I have time to sort out the photos... haha...)

We discussed about this during cell 2nite... 1 of the challenge was - Are you available? Or are you too busy with your own life?

When I saw this question on the cell notes... I really hit me hard... How timely...

Lately... especially after I've started my new role... my time has been even more packed. Previously, my schedule was already full with activities, now, my already packed schedule has to accommodate work and the night tele-cons. Taking a look at mthe calendar on my HP, not surprisingly, EVERYDAY is scheduled with something, whether it's work, dinner, sports, movie... u name it, I have it on the list.

Busyness...

What's the cost of busyness. My relationship with God, family, friends, and even myself!

God
I haven't been spending time with God... very honestly. Due to busyness or unwillingness?

Family
I make it a point to come home for dinner whenever I can. That's the only time during weekdays when I can spend quality time with family. Catching up on each other's lives... the happenings... It's also a place where I felt safe, comfortable.

Friends
I have been catching up a lot with friends, different group of friends, friends whom I do not normally hang out with(ie not my usual kakis). What about my usual kakis? Only God knows what stopped me...

MYSELF
Am I being harsh to myself? Am I trying to get away from something? God knows...

Initially... I did not intend to blog when I came online to log on to my office network to finish up my work for the next day's meeting. But... something just prompted me to blog.

BUSYNESS... what's the meaning of it?