4 am

This time sounded so familiar to me, especially during the past weeks.

It has been very crazy weeks for me... staying up 'early' in the morning, in front of my laptop, on the phone... still WORKING!!!

It's the busy time of the year for the team which I am in now... so, working till the wee hours is kinda normal.

2nite... I'm not working. =P It's the weekend!!! But, I'm still up and awake... maybe cuz my body is so used to staying up til 4am... so, even when I'm not working 2nite.. I can't zzz..

So, I stayed up to watch DVD. A luxury for me... cuz I haven't been watching DVD for the past 2 weeks!!! Something which I missed so much, cuz I love watching movies...

It was a great movie... a very heart warming movie about 4 friends... about life... the reality of life... To watch a movie like this is very relaxing... but, it also made me think... about LIFE.

I have been thinking... alot... even with the hectic work schedule which took away most of my time... When I'm alone... I still think.

I ask myself... 'why?', 'what?', 'how?', 'who?', 'where?'

I got those answers... it's all in my mind.

'You've changed.'

Yes... I don't deny it. Like what I mentioned in my previous blog.

Some questions people asked.


'Why do you think some people keep a distance from others show others only the surface of themselves?'

Hmmm... good question. What do you think?

Answers in my head.


'What happened to her? Why did she behave like that?'

Find out the answers yourself!


'Will she ever come back?'

Let's wait and see.


'Why did you do that'?

No answer...


Anyways... that's life. Life is like a puzzle... waiting for you to unlock the mystery. No one has answers to everything...