Our conversation wents like this..
me: hehehe.... lots of things to restore oh..... including my lost passion.. hehehe... my heart transplant.. hahaha
Friend: u need a good cardiologist.... XXX got one very good one... hehehehehe
me: apa la.. hahahhahahahahahahhahaha
Friend: heart transplant mar...heheheheheheh… but very expensive lah....better dun lah...
let God operate for u..
me: my heart transplant is from God wan.. FREE.. hehehehe.. but i reckon God is starting to work d.. cuz i think abit melt d la.. hahahaha
Friend: wah God din use knife ah... He used M&M to melt ur heart... hahhahaha
And this morning, as I was reading this daily devotion… it speaks of this!
God can create something from nothing. He can take a heart that is broken, impure, or failed and with it create a heart that is whole, pure, and purposeful. God loves you and wants to pour his grace into your life. He wants to see you pure, and he wants to see you succeed – so much so that he takes an active role in creating your new heart and bringing order to the chaos of your life.
Wow! God's hand is really working! He’s working so hard to perform a heart transplant on me! And it’s Free of Charge! All I need to do is to present myself to Him!
I still remember my last blog about heart being cold…
On 31 Dec, I was typing a blog about 2007, but somehow, I juz can’t continue typing.. my mind juz got stuck. Maybe 2007, to me, it wasn’t a year I have much to say… or maybe.. my heart juz gone so cold that I don’t know how to appreciate what I have and how God has worked things out for me… but…. I know.. God is still waiting for me PATIENTLY…
But since yesterday.. I changed my MSN message to
“Not WAITING anymore… FOUND d… SLOWLY…SLOWLY… SLOWLY…
My heart melted...
Somehow… on the 1st day of 2008… I started to read a book given as a gift by my Pastor(handed to me by a friend, cuz I missed the watchnight service on the last day of 2007 as I was not feeling well), the book entitled “25 Ways to Win With People” by John Maxwell.
I read 5 chapters of this book as I was hanging out at a friend’s house on that day. And I started with our church bible reading plan.. started reading 3 chapters of the Book of Genesis. That to me is really a great start to the year!
And last night, I read another 5 chapters of the book and 5 chapters of Book of Joshua. And I enjoyed doing that!
And I want this to continue… and don’t give up easily on this as I persevere to start with the BASICS, to read God’s word, and to read books which would help me grow spiritually, and strengthen my walk with God.
I know God is saying… I’m WAITING… WAITING… STILL WAITING… for me to go back to Him.
Happy New Year!!!
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