I dun feel like talking...

It's been a week since I last blog... busy? hmm... I wud rather say... lots of things on my mind...

My mood swings alot lately... I know I need to be cool... and not let my emotions control me... but... I failed...

When things look good.. I'm happy.. wen things dun go well or lots of uncertainty... I'm bothered by it...

Where is the faith I'm supposed to have in God? I dunno...

Had a very good chat with some friends on the cyberworld las9... some are my very close friends whom I've not touch base for quite a while in a deeper way... some are friends whom I find very refreshing after chatting...

The chats with them made me think and ponder alot on things... it made me realize(not that i dunno.. juz another reminder) that life is so EXCITING! Without all the on-goings in our life.. life wud be so dull...

But to go thru all these in life... it's really not an easy task...

I remember something i mentioned to my friend...
"the more we walk right with God.. the more we struggle.... tat's really the challenge...."

It's so true... Sometimes.. I juz feel like escaping... walking away... I'm honestly very very very very very tired...

The things on my shoulder now... I juz dunno how to describe... how do ppl get stressed out? Tat's when they experience many changes all at 1 go...

I rmb reading an article about managing stress... 1 of the way is - Spread out the major changes in your life; Give yourself time to adjust from one change to another

How i wish I can 'control' the changes in my life now... How i wish they can come not all at the same time... How i WISH!!!

Come back to reality... I have to face it!

A verse I used to always encourage myself... which was not in my mind for quite a while until a friend 'reminded' me...

Romans 8:28 ~ And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.

I titled this blog - "I dun feel like talking..." cuz i really dun feel like talking to anyone... I prefer to express my thoughts and feelings thru writing... it felt better...


Found this on the internet... Remember seeing it on 1 of my friend's page as well... It's very encouraging...

God... I need Your encouragement to hang in there...