This really encouraged me...

Me : how long have u put on tat verse on d?
Friend : hahaha
Friend : cannot meh
Me : can.... hehehehehe
Friend : hahaha
Friend : y ah ?
Me : nah... juz thinking abt things...
Friend : oh
Friend : lots of things to tink abt ?
Me : hahaha.. abit lah....
Me : sometimes juz feel like give up! Hahaha
Friend : give up ah
Friend : in what area ah ?
Me: well... i guess i hold on to things too tightly lor... XXX's prayer come back again... "learn to let go... "
Me : hehehehehe
Me : Trust in God
Me : let God handle... and not take it to our own hands..
Friend : i like this verse actually
Friend : tats y i kept it
Me: tat's why i keep reading it.. hehehe....
Friend : the very simple things we can do lo yet it's hard
Me : TRUE!
Friend : letting go ah ... 1 thing i do when i need to let go is to
Friend : forgive 1st
Friend : then never tell yrself u are the victim
Friend : cos when things hurt us
Friend : we regards ourself as victim
Friend : therefore it's hard to let go & forgive
Me : hmmmmm.......
Me : interesting...
Friend : hard to also accept things
Friend : and kept routing back to the very same problem
Friend : when not letting go, u also imprison yourself
Friend : letting go means letting yourself FREE lo
Me : u kno wat? u're juz so different now..
Friend : issit ?
Friend : hehehe
Me : yep!!! heheheheheheh
Friend : hopefully for the better la
Me: i guess cuz u let go lots of things d...
Friend : cos me also got emotion ma
Friend : ya
Friend : true
Me : then u're more FREE eh?
Friend : yes
Friend : hahaha
Friend : esp issues in my life la
Me : hahahahahhahaha good lah!
Me : i'll learn to
Friend : problems do come tho but hey
Friend : y put myself in prison again
Friend : there are times i do lock myself up
Friend : but i've always remind myself to let myself go
Me : u're very brave...
Friend : holding it tight will not do any good
Friend : and dont wanna kill myself
Friend : hehehe
Friend : 1st step not easy
Friend : but decide to do it
Friend : and as u make your way out of prison
Me : sigh.. wat to do.. my 1st step always is to RUNAWAY!!!!
Friend : tell yrself no matter waht am going out
Me : hahahaha
Friend : hahaha
Me : find an escape route!
Friend : runaway ah ... yala tats one way
Friend : hehehe
Friend : but i also realize i sure come back to same place as i run
Me : but some things have to face..c an't run away one wor.. haha
Me : yalor.. tat's why......
Me : facing.... reminds me of facing the giant...
Friend : ya
Friend : hehehe
Me : maybe i shd read tat book facing your giant by Max lucado
Me : i have tat book.. but i din read it
Friend : why not ? heheheh
Friend : maybe it helps
Me : dunno... long time din read d...
Me : long time din read books d.. hehehe
Friend : me too
Friend : ;p
Me : mayb i shd read instead of watch TV eh? hahahaha
Me : another of my escape route.. hehehehe
Me : watching TV
Friend :oh
Friend : there are time for tv
Me : but TOO MUCH time!!!!
Friend : however maybe choose some program tat helps
Friend : hehehe
Friend : u know ah
Me : wat?
Friend : at 1 time i was going thru issues
Friend : i watch this india show
Friend : hahaha
Friend : to tat extend ok
Friend : bollywood
Me : wah!!!! indian show??? wah lau eh
Me : does it help ah?
Me : hahahahahhahahha
Friend : 1 scene spoke to me
Me : i felt even more depressed as i watch the HK series... so many family issues.. work issues.. friendship issues....
Friend : i cried like mad oh
Friend : hahaha
Me : hahaha.... tat's good.. to cry...
Friend : guess tats y i choose discovery or animal planet
Friend : it adds to knowledge ma
Friend : ya good cry
Friend : and tats got me kind of start to let go of things
Me : u mean after the good cry?
Me : hmmm......
Friend : guess ppls life are even having problems to extend of death and y am i complaining here hehehe
Friend : ya
Friend : after tat
Me : well... true lor... ppl struggle to survive... he struggle to face problems???
Me : hahaha
Me : we*
Friend : ya
Friend : of course we try not to ignore it
Friend : cos problem still problem ma
Friend : guess to face it also means we end it lo
Friend : running away will only suffers u more
Me : but family how to end lah.. it's still problem... haha
Friend : ya
Friend : family is the most difficult one
Friend : cos it's for the rest of your life
Me : it's like NEVER progress.....
Me : sigh...
Me : i guess cuz i refuse to face it...
Me : i refuse to talk with the person involve....
Me : i choose to ESCAPE
Me : maybe tat's why....
Friend : prepare 1st lo
Friend : and prepare to be dissapointed too
Friend : cos human still human ma
Friend : we cant change them
Friend : but we can change ourself
Friend : guess u rememebr tat ya
Me : sigh... yalor......
Me : i remember... i always say tat.. but i myself don't do it
Friend : sometimes expectation from us towards others frustrates us
Friend : tat frustration means expectation
Me : EXPECTATION... i hate this word...
Friend : if u expect less u frustrates & dissapoint less
Friend : ya
Friend : hahahaha
Friend : me too
Friend : however i myself do fall into tat category of expecting others too
Me : EXPECTATION & DISAPPOINTMENT
Me : always come hand in hand.. arghhhh
Friend : guess no rite remedy for everything
Friend : tats y need to depend on God lo
Me : AMEN!!!!!
Friend : more important u do your best on your part
Me : i guess i run away... from God oso lah..
Friend : and know God are pleased with u
Me : cuz i kno He's pulling me back.. hahaha
Friend : tats enought dy
Friend : as for the rest let God handle
Friend : cos if its heart issues guess only god has the power to move heart
Me : welll....... it's true...
Friend : it mite take sometime even when u know u've change to be better
Me : i try... but it;s juz tat.. at times.. i tot i got over it.. but then.. it bothers me again!!!!
Friend : and results will come as u preserver
Friend : oh no worries, this process are necessary
Friend : cos otherwise how do u know u've really really overcome ?
Friend : to overcome is when test come
Friend : hwheheeh
Me : well... i guess tests comes at different point.. den...
Me : whether u pass or fail lor rite?
Friend : eh got meeting
Me : ok
Me : nice chatting.. i felt better
Me : much much better!
Me : thanks!!!!!
Me : u're always the best!